As I sit here, I realize that I have nothing to do and I realize that there are lots of nights when I have nothing to do and yet I don’t actually work on my site, and I don’t actually blog, I just kind of sit here with the book of ideas next to me and not implement any of them. I am not sure what it is, but I think it is the lack of video games since video games inspire me in a way that I can’t describe. So many nights I could have worked on the Spiderman section or gotten pictures together for the fanlistings, or started the new one that I wanted to do, but I realize that it isn’t time, it is inspiration that I am lacking.
My mother got me a gift card for my birthday last month and I used it to buy Red vs Blue: Bonus Content DVD and make your own box set, along with volumes 1 and 3 of Cad-comic’s softcover books. I am hoping that when the books come they will inspire me to do something that differs from work. Maybe I should just go on Saturday to Delaware and pack up the car and come back Sunday, but I don’t know yet.
Sometimes I do that too, so I totally know how you feel.