I need a change. I don’t know what kind of a change I need, but it needs to be something big. I feel like I am stuck. A few years ago I thought I would be going for my Bachelor’s in Computer Science in 2008. Now I am not doing that, but I am working in my field. I don’t think I need a change of work, I think I need a change of scenery I guess. I don’t know, I came down here to stay for a few months and I have been here for over two years. I just need a change. I can’t really explain it, there isn’t really much to explain I guess. How do you talk about something that you don’t really understand how you’re feeling? I suppose I just feel stuck and not moving forward with anything, but in reality I don’t know if that is the case at all.
I normally don’t think about it. I usually don’t have time, between working and playing video games, but I don’t have that mindless interaction so it is difficult not to think about it when I’m sitting here. Hopefully my 360 comes back soon so I can repress these feelings.
