My 25″ monitor was out of focus, so I opened it to adjust the focus, but I somehow messed it up and it is now fuzzy and has no red color. So I switched my monitors, that is now just for my playlist. My monitor now is a little out of focus I think, but I don’t feel like messing with it. I could always hook up my television to my computer, all I would need is an S-video out cable. As much as I hate to say it though, it looks like I’ll be investing in a monitor soon.
There was an accident on Route 1 today, a car swerved in front of another car and got hit. I stopped to help, along with a bunch of other people, we still had towels and stuff in my momther’s car (since mine isn’t registered) so that helped them out a lot.
It’s hard this time of year, I don’t even feel like celebrating the holidays, first year without my grandmother, and I just feel like giving up. Usually we’d have a tree up by now, I mean it seems that she was the one who drove us to decorate. It was her favorite holiday. A few years back she was in the hospital around Christmas and she got out of the hospital on December 23rd. Up until then there weren’t any Christmas decorations up, but I decorated the whole house that day.
I’ve been acting weird with this whole holiday stuff, saying stuff I shouldn’t say to people, and not saying stuff to other people. To everyone who I’ve hurt in the last few days I’m sorry, I know I can’t make up for what I did, but I hope someday we can get passed it.
