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As you know, I just bought my first camcorder. I haven’t really used it for anything yet, but I am hoping to maybe have some video blogs, maybe in some odd locations. Who knows maybe I will record a blog from the beach, or in some other place that people don’t normally blog from. I am just haoppy that I have a camcorder, now all I need to do is figure out what my first project is going to be. I am probably going to break down and do a video blog post as the first one, but you never know.

Just because I am happy with my camcorder, doesn’t mean that I don’t still want a top of the line digital camera. One day, I would love to own a Nikon camera. While I do love the way film comes out, I don’t think I would get a film camera though. Digital cameras are making leaps and bounds every year and an 8 megapixel camera is the equivalent of a film picture, so I would choose a digital camera. I am not saying that I wouldn’t own a film camera, I am just saying if it was a choice between a Nikon digital and a Nikon film, then I would choose the Nikon digital.

I have been thinking a lot about going back to school. I was planning on doing it when we moved, but since our move has been postponed indefinitely, I don’t know when I will be able to get back into school. What I was thinking, if I just got an associates then I could be a substitute teacher.

I was already a tutor, and if I was a substitute teacher then I would have access to the teacher’s books and help people even more. I am hoping that when I was a tutor, I was an Innovative Tutor. What I mean is that I hope that I showed people how to look at things in a different light. Like if someone is having trouble with math, then to associate it with things they would understand like football, or sewing if the case may be.

My great grandfather was a firefighter. I am pretty sure that he died while fighting a fire actually. I guess maybe because I know that about him, I kind of admire firefighters. I mean I would never choose to be a firefighter, it just isn’t for me, but some of my friends are firefighters. I have visited them when they were training, and I have to say it is really unsafe. Most of the stuff they were using was more than ten years old, and with all the heat and smoke, it could really get out of hand properly if there was even just one thing went overlooked. They should really incorporate some newer fire department training tools. I mean having a standard building is one thing, but what about if there is a car that is 200 feet from a burning building that explodes while you are there. Having newer portable structures and the like could really add valuable input to on the field problems that could occur.

You know people go to war for believing in what they do. They fight and get killed for believing in their God. What does it get them? I mean either way people on both sides of the war die, and yet no God prevails. Maybe Whose to say hes called God anyway? Why not Yahweh, Buddha, Ginnesh? What if God isn’t an all knowing all powerful being, but something that is far too complex and too simple for us to understand? What if God isn’t anything really and everything at all?

There will be no peaceful end to the world, no second coming of Christ. There will be war and hatred and only those who have the will to survive will survive. Men will look inside themselves and see that there will be no hand of God to come down and stop it all, there is no burning bush with a face in it. God is just an idea drawn by man. Think if God is loving and all knowing, and he made man in his image then why did man create this? A world of hatred and fear. God is nothing more than a driving force, an idea that there will be more to look forward to after you die. There isn’t any pearly gate, no big book with your name in it, there is only peacefulness, for we are the Gods in this world and the next.

The hard drive came today. I was a little shocked that it was a SATA when I swore that it was an EIDE one, but nonetheless it was a pleasent surprise. I am guessing that my motherboard can only hold three hard drives considering that I plugged in it with the one I was going to take out (an EIDE one) and it only recognizes two of the EIDE ones and the SATA one. I swore I had more in there, but I guess I didn’t. Once it is done formatting the new drive though (75 gigabytes for the music and 390 gigabytes for other things) I am going to reboot and see if I can get the other drive working as well, if I can then I may just use the 75 gigabytes as another drive for things that shouldn’t necessarily go into my documents drive.

I have never played Paintball, I have been invited, I have seen it in movies and on television, but I have never actually played. Don’t get me wrong, I want to, I really do, but I just haven’t had a game come up at a good time. I want to play, so much so that I have recently been checking out paintball tournaments on your-paintball.

From what I have seen though, it looks as if a lot of people like the D-Day kind of warfare, as opposed to the Guerilla warfare type. I don’t know why people would rather rush in and kill the other team when they could hide out and shoot people from the trees. I don’t know, I have always been drawn toward hide and seek type games.

One of the main reasons that I haven’t played is because I don’t have any Paintball Gear. I have been checking a lot of stuff out, like markers and Paintball Guns, but I don’t know if I would ever buy anything. I mean I can’t even get a group of people together, I would need to get some random people together and play if I ever wanted to use them.

Now that my printer is working, it tells me that I am out of ink. If I order ink for my printer, then I should probably order some for my mother’s printer as well. She has an HP printer and goes through more HP 56 black than anyone I know. She is always printing stuff from online, or her resume, or even those forwards that people send to you that tell you to send it to five people and something good will happen to you. I don’t know why she does it, but I guess it makes her happy.

I usually get my ink online because it is cheaper, and HP inkjet cartridges can be found anywhere that my printer brand can be found. I buy online because going to a store and purchasing ink is too much of a hassle, plus they are usually more expensive. Buying ink cartridges online though, from online stores like Carrot Ink can definitely save you a lot of time money and hassle.

I am a nerd, you know why? I want this Beretta Air Rifle because it looks like the battle rifle from Halo. Actually if I could get real weapons that are replicas from the Halo series I think that would be extremely cool. Think about it, if I could own an Sub Machine Gun, rocket launcher, Shotgun, and a sniper rifle, I would be in heaven. I would mount them as my Halo collection. The problem is that I don’t really like guns, and I don’t think I could get all those as air guns. I am not even sure if it is legal to own a rocket launcher, but it would be nice though. I am not talking about having rockets for it, I mean just a rocket launcher, never will be fired, just to have.

Even if it isn’t the Beretta Air Rifle, I still would love to own an air gun. They are cool looking, and you can’t do much damage with them. I mean it is a lot easier to grab airsoft guns and scare away unwanted intruders than it is to grab a sword when Krissy hears something at night and kicks me out of bed to check it out. Plus if you can find mistakes on that website then they give you 5% off your purchase, so that is extra incentive for me to go through them rather than going to another place.

Right now the camcorder is plugged in and charging. I am already brainstorming ideas for some video posts and whatnot.I am also going to need some video editing software. I am going to look into Adobe Premiere CS3, after all if I am going to be editing videos, then I might as well do it the best way I can. I am also currently looking how to set it up to record off a television, but at this point I am not sure it is possible. I might be able to hook it up to the 360 via USB. I have a couple ideas that I could via Machinima, but that will be discussed later, and only if I decide to do it.

So while we will be staying here for a while longe, I need to come up with some better storage solutions, especially in the office. I have been thinking a lot about it, at first I thought more shelves, but that would just look bad. Then I thought about some Sterilite Containers, but we already have a bit too many of those. I have even thought about getting rid of the desks and using computer carts, but I love my desk and I know Krissy loves hers too much to give it up. I think the best solution so far might be getting LAN Racks.

With LAN Racks I could customize how I want everything to look and be set up as. I could get it as big or as thin as I want. Plus the advantage with the LAN Racks would be that they are on wheels and have shelves attached, so I could move the entire thing without much effort if I needed to. Plus the shelves could store any peripherals like a printer or a fax machine.

They close a lot of things in Delaware for dumb reasons. One time I had a delayed opening in college due to fog. I got there on time because I didn’t think that they would delay it on a nice beautiful spring day, but they did. I was so mad at the school and the fact that if these people had to drive in the snow I had to drive in to go to school up in New Jersey, they would probably die, that I decided to blow off class and just go home.

It isn’t like the fog was as bad as it is in The Mist by Stephen King. It wasn’t so bad that I needed to stop and wait it out, like they do in The Mist. The Mist looks interesting, it is actually how I always thought my poem "The Dark Cloud" would play out if it ever went on screen, or if I ever expanded it into a full blown story. It isn’t like I copied it or anything, I don’t even think I heard about the short story until now. If you want to see what I am talking about, then visit The Mist movie site and check out the movie trailer.

My friend from Ohio’s father went into remission a few weeks ago so he is moving down to Florida where his stepmother and father live. I’ve known them my whole life, I was never close to them, but it is still weird when someone you know goes back into remission. Despite him moving, he still wants me to go to Ohio and visit him before he moves down to Florida. I would, but I don’t know about going out there in the next few days. I guess I just need to figure out if I want to take the trip out there, suck up my disappointment with the whole thing and make him feel better.Normally I would, but at this point in time with finding everything out last night, I just don’t know if I can. Besides he is leaving in a week or two so he needs to pack and everything.